Doing my typical perusing of Instagram in the morning (something that makes me happy but I know I shouldn’t do…one of these days I’ll break the habit and do it in a different part of my day) and found this little ditty! I feel like I’ve been somebody that has always enjoyed being alone, but sometimes the loneliness creeps in, and I don’t just feel alone, but, lonely. This gal mentioned things I’ve read 100 times, but her creativity and her choice of words AND the order they are in made me feel like my life is exactly where it is supposed to be. Thought I’d share with the world as she deserves the kudos.
Also, shout out to @elephantjournal for leading me down the rabbit hole to find her and these wonderful words!! Follow them on Instagram, right here, from Boulder, Colorado to get inspired ALL the time!
Tonya Davis…thanks for your words of wisdom on a day I needed to see, hear & read them. Your creativity is key! Keep on keeping on!
Just ordered her book on Amazon and can’t wait for it to arrive!!
Please click below to see & hear what I sooo enjoyed!!
CLICK ON THE LINK RIGHT BELOW… what are you waiting for???
HERE IT IS TRANSCRIBED. Just in case you are the only person in the world that doesn’t use YouTube…
If you are, at first, lonely, be patient.
If you’ve not been alone much or, if you were you weren’t okay with it, then just wait. You’ll find it’s fine to be alone once you’re embracing it.
We could start with the acceptable places: The bathroom, the coffee shop, the library, where you can stall and read the paper. Where you can get your caffeine fix and sit and stay there. Where you can browse the stacks and smell the books. You’re not supposed to talk much anyway, so it’s safe there.
There’s also the gym. If you’re shy you could hang out with yourself in mirrors, you could put headphones in.
And there’s public transportation because we all gotta go places.
And there’s prayer and meditation. No one will think less if you’re hanging with your breath seeking peace and salvation.
Start simple. Things you may have previously avoided based on your Avoid-Being-Alone Principles.
The lunch counter, where you will be surrounded by chow-downers, employees that only have an hour and their spouses work across town and so they, like you, will be alone.
Resist the urge to hang out with your cell phone.
When you are comfortable with eat-lunch-and-run, take yourself out for dinner. A restaurant with linen and silverware. You’re no less intriguing a person when you’re eating solo dessert and cleaning the whipped cream from the dish with your finger. In fact, some people at full tables will wish they were where you were.
Go to the movies, where it is dark and soothing, alone in your seat amidst a fleeting community.
And, then, take yourself out dancing to a club where no one knows you. Stand on the outside of the floor until the lights convince you more and more and the music shows you. Dance like no one’s watching because they probably won’t. And if they are, assume it’s with best in human intentions. The way bodies move genuinely to beats is, after all, gorgeous and affecting. Dance until you are sweating and beads of perspiration remind you of life’s best things, down your back like a brook of blessings.
Go to the woods alone and the trees and squirrels will watch for you.
Go to an unfamiliar city, roam the streets. There are always statues to talk to. And benches made for sitting gives strangers a shared existence if only for a minute, and these moments can be so uplifting, and the conversations you get in just by sitting alone on benches might have never happened had you not been there by yourself.
Society is afraid of alone, though. Like lonely hearts are wasting away in basements. Like people must have problems if after a while nobody is dating them. But lonely is a freedom that breathes easy and weightless, and lonely is healing if you make it.
You could stand, swathed by groups and mobs or hold hands with your partner. Look both further and farther in the endless quest for company. But no one’s in your head, and by the time you translate your thoughts, some essence of them is lost or, perhaps, it is just kept.
Perhaps in the interest of loving oneself. Perhaps all those sappy slogans from preschool over to high school’s were groaning were tokens for holding the lonely at bay. ‘Cause if you’re happy in your head then solitude is blessed and alone is okay.
It’s okay if no one believes like you. All experience is unique. No one has the same synapses, can’t think like you. For this be relieved. Keeps things interesting life’s magic things in reach.
And it doesn’t mean you aren’t connected, that community’s not present. Just take the perspective you get from being one person in one head and feel the effects of it. Take silence and respect it. If you have an art that needs a practice, stop neglecting it. If your family doesn’t get you, or religious sect is not meant for you, don’t obsess about it.
You could be, in an instant, surrounded if you needed it.
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